I’m all alone

Sometimes I feel so alone
No friends, I’m on my own,
Everyone left me behind,
I think I’m losing my mind.

I always tried to do my best,
To be loved by all the rest,
But somewhere on the way,
I lost myself, I lost my way.

I used to have so many friends,
But in the end, everything ends.
They moved on with their lives,
I felt like stabbed with many knives.

Lonely are the nights and days,
Lonely I am, in so many ways.
Lonely I’ve been the past years,
That’s why I don’t have more tears.

I always seem to be so happy,
But is just all an act, so sadly.
Nobody yet really knows me,
What or how I could really be.

My big smile hides many tears,
I’ve been lying like this for years.
My laugh hides my scream,
Things are never as they seem.

People only know my cover,
Never let them know what’s under.
Practice fake smiles in the mirror
To always make them feel cheerer.

I wish friends were there forever,
To be able to call them whenever.
Sadly, they are here just for a while,
To put on your face a small smile.